Some good-byes are easier than others

I'm sworn in! And have officially begun my 2 year journey in southern Costa Rica. It's so comforting when the transition between the intensely scheduled 3 months of training surrounded by close friends and staff, and the arrival in your new site alone knowing no one is smooth, calm, and free of unforeseen mishaps. I am still waiting for that comforting feeling.

Sunday morning I decided, somewhat last minute, to take the bus at noon instead of 8:00a.m. for San Vito. Why not take advantage of my last morning in San Antonio, reflect on the last months, and properly say all of my good-byes? And heck, while I'm at it, why don't I just go to the station early to buy my ticket so that I can arrive stress-free knowing I have a seat? So that's what I did.

On my way home, I was the only person on the bus. How great to take my last ride in peace and quiet. As I was looking out the window, remembering all the happy times spent in each place with friends and fellow volunteers, I saw up ahead a fire truck and a couple of ambulances. Hmm. There was no smoke, no fire. Not even a car accident. Across the street there were gathered 50+ people all craning their necks to get a look at something on the other side. And that's when the good-bye to San Antonio became a little easier. A man had hung himself from a billboard along the main street in my town.

With a queasy stomach, I returned home, had my last breakfast with Dino, said my good-byes and was off. Awkward, bulky luggage in hand, I boarded the 6 hour bus still feeling a bit nauseous. So I reached into my backpack and grabbed out a little treat to take my mind of feeling ill. I mean, what better way to cure nausea than to eat dark chocolate covered coffee beans? A lot of them. In retrospect, this was not a good idea. I spent practically the entire curvy bus ride with my head between my legs dry heaving into my purse.

When we finally stopped for lunch, I could do nothing but find the nearest plastic table to put my head down hoping my head would stop spinning. That also didn't work. So, I boarded the bus once again and we continued for 3 more hours. That was when the transmission decided to stop working on the bus. Less than 5 miles from San Vito, the bus broke down and the luggage compartments would not open.

Two hours standing along a highway when you are not feeling good, feels longer than two hours- who knew? So, finally after much discussion and unsuccessful attempts to fix it, the driver called another bus and we grudgingly boarded without our luggage. Finally I arrived in San Vito, contacted my extremely worried host family, and stood in the rain with the worst headache of my life waiting for my sister to pick me up. That is when I leaned forward and puked.

But, I'm here now! And feeling a little bit better. The past days have been filled with lots of awkward meet n greets (including getting thrown under the bus at a UNICEF meeting when the representative asked me to stand up and explain Peace Corps), school visits, and watching Costa Rica spank the U.S. last night in soccer. It's been a crazy first week but I'm happy to finally be down with training and look forward to the next 2 years.